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baronessekat) wrote2016-05-18 08:48 am
baronessekat) wrote2016-05-18 08:48 am
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Last night as I was working on a scroll due this weekend, I found myself having the following thought.
Calling hours tomorrow night and funeral the next day is seriously hampering my schedule. I'd much rather stay home and work on the scroll. I like the recipient much more than I liked Uncle Dave.
Then I had this wave of guilt for not being a good family member. Then the realization that I had a more of an emotional reaction to Dave Cooper's passing than I did my Uncle Dave's.
Still working on processing those thoughts.
Calling hours tomorrow night and funeral the next day is seriously hampering my schedule. I'd much rather stay home and work on the scroll. I like the recipient much more than I liked Uncle Dave.
Then I had this wave of guilt for not being a good family member. Then the realization that I had a more of an emotional reaction to Dave Cooper's passing than I did my Uncle Dave's.
Still working on processing those thoughts.