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Jun. 24th, 2005 07:49 amI don't want to go to work.
Last night's dinner did not agree with me so I was up and down all night with tummy icks. As a result I slept poorly.
Today is Friday. Normally I look forward to Fridays. I have dinner with the girls, my weekend gets to begin and all in all life is OK for a little be after 4:30pm on Friday.
But this Friday I get to be reminded that I'm a screw up because of my finances so I can't go see my friends for an event I was really looking forward to, seeing my "I made it myself" family for my birthday, and stuff like that.
Well, my house needs cleaning. Which I need to do at least a curosry job of before Sunday when my mom and sister come over to take me out to dinner for my birthday. Even if part or me is going "why bother?"
I also need to start working on scrolls. I have one for Pax (end of July) and two for Pennsic. Meh.
I just want to go away for a little bit and hide and relax and stuff. Is that really too much to ask?
Last night's dinner did not agree with me so I was up and down all night with tummy icks. As a result I slept poorly.
Today is Friday. Normally I look forward to Fridays. I have dinner with the girls, my weekend gets to begin and all in all life is OK for a little be after 4:30pm on Friday.
But this Friday I get to be reminded that I'm a screw up because of my finances so I can't go see my friends for an event I was really looking forward to, seeing my "I made it myself" family for my birthday, and stuff like that.
Well, my house needs cleaning. Which I need to do at least a curosry job of before Sunday when my mom and sister come over to take me out to dinner for my birthday. Even if part or me is going "why bother?"
I also need to start working on scrolls. I have one for Pax (end of July) and two for Pennsic. Meh.
I just want to go away for a little bit and hide and relax and stuff. Is that really too much to ask?