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Jul. 27th, 2010
You know, it really doesn't feel like Pennsic is only a couple days away (well Land Grab anyway).
It's probably because I did absolutely no sewing this year for war. I cut out a coat. But then Katie made me one so I didn't have to get the one I cut out done.
I could have worked on my fencing coat but haven't found the motivation.
Yes I made up some single serving meals for war week and I actually sorted through my garb for what I'm going to take.
But other than the small little bit of excitement of knowing I'll be seeing friends I haven't seen in a year, I'm just not feeling the "whoo hooo Pennsic is coming". Or even the "Oh F*#K Pennsic is 3 days away"
I've got my packing list made up. I've got my schedule all done up in color even.
But no thrill. No anxiety. Nothing.
I'm not working Security this year for personal reasons (do not even plan to volunteer for a cart patrol or anything). So other than one retaining shift on my first day there to stay, I have no true obligations before getting there. I have talked with Lost and Found and they want me to help out, I just need to go see them when I get on site to schedule a shift or two. Yes I have order meetings to go to and classes I want to take, but somehow this week leading up to war doesn't feel like Pennsic.
I'm hoping it all changes when we pack the car, or when rounding that bend on I-79 and looking at the parking lot and the Serengeti.
It's probably because I did absolutely no sewing this year for war. I cut out a coat. But then Katie made me one so I didn't have to get the one I cut out done.
I could have worked on my fencing coat but haven't found the motivation.
Yes I made up some single serving meals for war week and I actually sorted through my garb for what I'm going to take.
But other than the small little bit of excitement of knowing I'll be seeing friends I haven't seen in a year, I'm just not feeling the "whoo hooo Pennsic is coming". Or even the "Oh F*#K Pennsic is 3 days away"
I've got my packing list made up. I've got my schedule all done up in color even.
But no thrill. No anxiety. Nothing.
I'm not working Security this year for personal reasons (do not even plan to volunteer for a cart patrol or anything). So other than one retaining shift on my first day there to stay, I have no true obligations before getting there. I have talked with Lost and Found and they want me to help out, I just need to go see them when I get on site to schedule a shift or two. Yes I have order meetings to go to and classes I want to take, but somehow this week leading up to war doesn't feel like Pennsic.
I'm hoping it all changes when we pack the car, or when rounding that bend on I-79 and looking at the parking lot and the Serengeti.