It's all ok
Dec. 9th, 2011 09:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
baronessekatThe house is not "hoarders" level, despite the demons in my head.
The dishwasher is running now.
Scrolls, scroll cases, docket and curia report are packed.
Have a clue for garb (just depends on if I can re-thread the drawstring at the neckline of the chemise).
If I get up at the time I'm trying to program my brain to accept, I will have time to clean out the cat boxes before I leave.
The family room needs a vacuum and the clutter shoved into a bag to be dealt with later. The Kitchen needs counters wiped down and a sweep (I can just cope without mopping it)
Bed linens for guest beds can wait until after the event.
I'm just too brain tired and bone weary after the stress of work for the last couple days to deal with any more tonight. I just have to go to bed.
I know my Saturday guests have seen my homes in worse conditions. It's the folks coming Sunday morning for Brunch that haven't and I am desperately afraid it will not be good enough. And I honestly right now don't know how much of that is normal brain quibbles and how much is "too damn tired and obsessing too much because of that".
And the only way to know, is to take care of the tired.
In the end, it will be what will be.
The dishwasher is running now.
Scrolls, scroll cases, docket and curia report are packed.
Have a clue for garb (just depends on if I can re-thread the drawstring at the neckline of the chemise).
If I get up at the time I'm trying to program my brain to accept, I will have time to clean out the cat boxes before I leave.
The family room needs a vacuum and the clutter shoved into a bag to be dealt with later. The Kitchen needs counters wiped down and a sweep (I can just cope without mopping it)
Bed linens for guest beds can wait until after the event.
I'm just too brain tired and bone weary after the stress of work for the last couple days to deal with any more tonight. I just have to go to bed.
I know my Saturday guests have seen my homes in worse conditions. It's the folks coming Sunday morning for Brunch that haven't and I am desperately afraid it will not be good enough. And I honestly right now don't know how much of that is normal brain quibbles and how much is "too damn tired and obsessing too much because of that".
And the only way to know, is to take care of the tired.
In the end, it will be what will be.
