I miss you.

I looked a the calendar and realized that Friday marked six months to the day that we said goodbye.

The memory is forever burned into my mind on how you looked at me and tried to reassure me that it was okay. That you were tired and it was time to go. It was so hard to let you go. I wanted you to stay. I wanted to find the miracle that would let you be with me for longer than the six years we had had together. But that miracle never came.

You were my best friend in so many ways. You comforted me through depressions and fears and lonelinesses that I thought I would never recover from. You knew just went I needed to be held and when I needed to be alone.

You made me laugh and look forward to seeing you every day.

I will never forget the feel of you next to me as I slept, the feel of your gorgeous black hair through my fingers and the sight of those devistatingly beautiful amber eyes looking at me with love and trust.

And I know you trusted me to do the right thing. Trusted me that I would help you. and I tried my beloved. I really tried to help you and comfort you and drive the pain away.

And while I know that the pain is now gone and you are no longer suffering,

The house is still a little emptier without you here.

And it is not just I who misses you. The others who came into your life and you touched in your unique way miss you too.

We promise to never forget you and will always love you.