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I'm sitting here today and realized that I woke up with a great big case of I just don't give a Flying F**k.

Complete and total. Maybe the events of the last 2.5 weeks is finally catching up with me. dunno.

I once again walked out of the house without the paperwork I need to send to [livejournal.com profile] eternalmusings so that we can get the ball rolling on mom's annuity. But then again I woke up this morning and had to convince myself that the alarm clock was not out to get me and it really was saying the correct time.

Was going to write out checks today on my lunch to pay bills that I owe. but realized I only have one check in said check book. I'll stop on my way home and pay one of them. The one that needs to be paid by Friday "or else".

I have two weeks to get the baronial scrolls done for ID. And 2.5 for the Kingdom one. Of course I've been procrastinating on the Kingdom one. I've only had the assignment since September. But I finally figured out what I want to do for it. Now I just need to research wording. I can't reuse the wording I used for the other japanese scroll I did as that one might end up going out at ID as well. But the illumination is going to be stark simple. Same thing I did for Aleah's mongolian sigil that I did a few years ago. Just a different badge.

But in general I am sitting here trying to get the motivation to care about doing anything. I got all my morning stuff done and now killing time until lunch when I get to run to the post office to do the temporary mail forwarding for mom's mail. yeah my life is just one great big adventure. < /sarcasm>

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Date: 2007-02-27 05:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keastree.livejournal.com
It would appear that you're progressing through grief stages. Let it happen. Superhuman efforts to maintain normalcy are not required beyond what it takes to get through. It's natural and expected.

You might want to consider getting someone to take over your scribal load for a while, so you can do what you need to do with yourself, and the estate. Give when you can, not out of sense of obligation--because you and the people you love are really the only thing that matters right now.

Anyone who doesn't understand can be cheerfully dealt with by a Guido Squad.

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