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So the depression has finally left. I haven't felt it in a while. Actually since I started the diet. I take that as a good thing. Feeling better about myself is always good.
However, over the last week and a half or so I've started noticing a new emotional state. I've been down and out cranky. Not bitchy. Cranky.
It's like by 4:30 in the afternoon I feel like my inner 5 year old needs a good old fashioned nap. I get home and make dinner and go on-line. I'm online for a little bit and all my friends that I usually want to spend time with are the last people I want to deal with.
I end up calling it an early night, curl up in bed with a book and avoid everyone in the world.
I feel overtired but I'm getting plenty of sleep. I'm even sleeping well. Work hasn't been overly stressful (or no more so than usual).
I am just one royal crank.
And to be honest, I don't like me this way.
However, over the last week and a half or so I've started noticing a new emotional state. I've been down and out cranky. Not bitchy. Cranky.
It's like by 4:30 in the afternoon I feel like my inner 5 year old needs a good old fashioned nap. I get home and make dinner and go on-line. I'm online for a little bit and all my friends that I usually want to spend time with are the last people I want to deal with.
I end up calling it an early night, curl up in bed with a book and avoid everyone in the world.
I feel overtired but I'm getting plenty of sleep. I'm even sleeping well. Work hasn't been overly stressful (or no more so than usual).
I am just one royal crank.
And to be honest, I don't like me this way.
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Date: 2006-02-07 03:56 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-08 06:24 am (UTC)